This is me.
I am overweight. I am tired most of the time. I don't feel attractive. I shirk away from taking pictures of myself. I want to be beautiful.
But I have made this change, of trying to be healthier. Of trying to eat better and be more mindful of my body and the chemicals that go in it.
And so far, I have lost 4 pounds in the two weeks that I have been committed to eating better. And less. And drinking water. And no fast food. Etc. (You get the idea)
I am overweight. And something needs to change.
I am writing this, not so that you will feel bad for me, but as a reminder to myself. A reminder to remember that I am beautiful. In my own dorky way. That I have a boyfriend that loves me. And is so proud of me for the changes I have been making.
So I need to stick with it.
When I fall down, I will remember the way I felt when I was eating bad. The pain I felt every time I looked in the mirror.
I will also remember the way I feel when Dakota says he is proud of me.
This is my reminder to myself.
STICK WITH IT.
